first time ever

I never heard of people reading blogs until last night. I though blogs were just for people traveling or doing fieldwork, and had nothing to do with anything else. I'm thinking a lot about it today, about how I feel like I don't really know myself, and so the people I meet can't be faulted for putting me in a bracket I don't belong in. I am not sure why it appeals to me to anonymously inform everybody of my deepest darkest fears and secrets and stupid things I notice, and realizations, but I think I want to.